Treatment Post: Green Flower

I think I should do this more often, to write a treatment post on what makes me stand up after the down moment, so that I always remember to scrap the evil thought before it expands next time.

After the green flower post, Dom sent me an email to encourage me. (Thanks Dom!). He told me that things can be learned!! So yeah.. I'll remember that :)

Another thing is actually before that email, something silly happened. I suddenly felt (after writing the post) that things that I like to do is USELESS. Cross-stitch lah, studying Thai lah, I mean..anyway I'll forget the Thai lessons and now when I try to brush up my Thai, I dunno what will be the use of my Thai language. I also only do cross-stitch or pergamanao (parchment craft) to make gifts and most of the times, I make these crafts halfway.

But yah..nothing is wasted.
Things that I do might not give me money, but I learn to be patient by doing these crafts and all things that I used to do give me good experience. It doesn't mean that when I stop doing it, my self-worth is also gone with it.

Nothing is wasted, even though now I don't touch my piano anymore, now I don't dance anymore, now my Chinese stuck in level 1,

Nothing is wasted..
I met Sherina and became good friends because of dance, I did NUANSA because of dance..
I got into choir and met wonderful friends because I had background in piano so I can read the notes
I understand basic Chinese now because I took Chinese till lv3!

:):)

Thanks be to God!