Thursday, June 7, 2012

Time for yourself

So here I am..
chatting..
facebooking and stalking people..
writing blog again..finally! :)

I guess it's always good to spare some time for yourself, so you can reflect and internalize 'stuff', so you don't feel like you're always rushing here and there.

Time for yourself..
the danger of giving too much time to myself is falling into idleness, laziness, and at the end, sadness, because of the silence.
Let's reflect some stuff about working life.
I do think working life makes you 'older'. It doesn't necessarily mean you'll be more mature, but the 8hour-air conditioned room, lack of interaction with people, 8hour-in front of laptop, make me feel older than my actual age. Hahaha.
I know that every job can't be separated from paper work, but for me, personally, I want the fieldwork proportion to be larger than the paperwork part. I'm looking forward to meeting people!Ah by the way, I'm working as Research Assistant. My project is on bilingualism.
Oh another by the way, Research Assistant is not a well-paid job. Well, according to my mom's mathematics, actually I'll be paid very well considering the 4-working-day requirement, but my first impression was I can't stop comparing myself with my roommate, or whoever my friend who are paid higher. I SMS my mom, "No wonder people laughed at me when I chose psychology. You are not even a psychologist yet even though you study psychology. Moreover, unlike people who graduate from engineering, you are paid lower."
then I hit my own head after that (imagine only, not seriously hit my head, hahaha), I shouldn't think like that...
ya..I knew it..I knew it that I want to have ideals and follow this ideal..it's not about the good salary..
remember your dream, Ferninda. Remember, ok? :)

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