cloudy day

I hope I can blame this up and down of emotion to my hormone. Maybe my period is coming. I don't know.

but I feel very tired....

today I jumped here and there once I walked out of office cos I thought "yeay! weekend" then I was humming along the way
then I went for Mass then I felt a bit sad..
then I "forced" myself to go dinner to Holland Vi (first time joining the CSS people for dinner), had a good chat with David from Mauritius.
then the bus took very long to come to serangoon mrt
then I reached home 11pm alr

I'm tired

I'm supposed to go climbing tmr, but now I don't have mood. I thought I want to go climbing cos today I felt fresh already after 7 hours of sleep last nite, but now I feel tired again.
This week, my days were literally GONE.
I feel very selfish, but my goodness...I really don't have time for myself this week.
Even though I was busy in hall, I still had time for myself.

actually yesterday after I listened to evi's story, I feel quite lucky.. My work is not THAT hectic.

I think I'm just too slack these 2 months since I came back from India
I'm not used to "having-something-to-do-almost-every-day"
it's just crazy..
it's never ending..
and all of them are one stuff!
at least in hall I could dance la, choir la, or what la...

I'm tired...

I thought I'm okay already...
but I think I'm still "shocked'
it's difficult  u know. It's difficult not to have self-pity...
these 2 months I've been "slacking"

I'm really tired.......................................................................