Last Monday I bought green flower for the altar for Patrician Meeting. I didn't realize that green flower is 'ugly' when it stands alone (see? still use " ' "). At the end I threw the flower (initially I intended to keep the flower for Wednesday's Legion meeting). When I bought the green flower, I really thought it was "unique"!
Anyway, on Tuesday night, me and Paul bought another flower for Legion meeting. I dunno the name of the flower, but he combined it with green flower (different flower) and it turned out to be very pretty (Eugene said it's pretty! :) ). Apparently a change of flower for Legion meeting can give a different atmosphere. Hehehe.
Anyway, I still feel that my taste sucks. I know everything can be learned, but still, sometimes I don't have the confidence that I can be 'lady-like' or whatsoever the term is. Cooking also cannot, messy obviously yes, fashionable apparently not, in psychology also not so good, so I dunno la.. >.<
disclaimer: I'm not emo-ing, but it's true you know.. There are things that you think you were good at, now you don't do them anymore (e.g., dancing). The other things that you do now feels just like 'half-way' here and there.
Anyway, on Tuesday night, me and Paul bought another flower for Legion meeting. I dunno the name of the flower, but he combined it with green flower (different flower) and it turned out to be very pretty (Eugene said it's pretty! :) ). Apparently a change of flower for Legion meeting can give a different atmosphere. Hehehe.
Anyway, I still feel that my taste sucks. I know everything can be learned, but still, sometimes I don't have the confidence that I can be 'lady-like' or whatsoever the term is. Cooking also cannot, messy obviously yes, fashionable apparently not, in psychology also not so good, so I dunno la.. >.<
disclaimer: I'm not emo-ing, but it's true you know.. There are things that you think you were good at, now you don't do them anymore (e.g., dancing). The other things that you do now feels just like 'half-way' here and there.
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